March 2012
Word.
Sometimes it hurts so much, you just can’t forget that feeling.
No matter how hard you try, how deep you try to bury that feeling…it’s still there.
You act like everythings okay. No one even has a clue about the hell you go thru. About the daily inner war you have with yourself,the pep talk just to get you thru that moment,that second,that day.
The insecurities you feel...
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Hate.
People who never ever talk to me &than there curious asses get wind of the news and all of a sudden they know me?! F that!
Plus those ppl who not only have questions but opinions as well?!! Fuck that!
Ive lost so many friendships.
I wish that weren’t the case.
Kyriee would have had sooooo many more aunties & uncles &little frennys!
But it is what it is.
Snipsnip.
I can’t wait till i can chop my hair. It’s almost to the middle of my back 0_o and that’s the longest it’s been since 2006! Which was the last time i did a major chop!
Wahh.
whyy would you eat the loads of onions and start kissing all over kyriee who just took a bath?! 0_o
First off i hate when ppl kiss her, and secondly you just ate the shit load of onions-__- yuck!
WTF is up with everyone having a fucking opinion about me?!!
Honestly its NONE of your concern, your names NOT levi nor is it KANANI so please just shove your negative opinions where the sun dont shine! Nah go head and say it, just dont let ME here it!
When girls pretend that there baby siblings are there actual babies. Lololol.
This time around...
Feels different 0_o
I was sooo sure, and now i just dont know 0_o gotta wait couple more months.
Huh.
Honestly when it comes to my husbands family.(dad&stepmom)..i DON’T feel a sense of family! If that makes sense?
There not close, before i got pregnant they’d only have us over for thanksgiving. They weren’t there for our babyshower, they weren’t there when we had her, and they almost missed our wedding. Well his stepmom did actually!
So when they call us to bring...
Parenting.
It’s so annoying to hear ppl tell me I’m not doing it correctly.
Whether it be putting a light blanket over her when i feel it need be, telling ppl to touch her feet & NOT her hands or me bitching about ppl kissing her on the lips….I’m wrong! And i should do it there way!
Last time i checked I gave birth to her, I carried her for 10months, i labored! NOT ANYONE...
Sigh*
Somehow i always end up being the bad person.
I can’t complain to anyone about anything, it ends up I’m just a bitch “&thats how it always goes” & that its my “job” so i should just “suck it up.”
I end up always being called a witch, bitch, irritating, annoying, whatever else along that line.
Somehow I’m always wrong.
This...
I Like how i buy everyone food, but when it comes to someone buying me something they all of a sudden forget my kindness-_- I’m hungry and we have shit at home!
Moms and Moms to be, reblog or like this.
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I need some new mommies to follow and talk to!
Kyriees 1st.
Despite the Situation, kyriee will still have a huge first birthday! No matter what she’ll have the best of the best!
I already have her theme. Pretty sure on the venue, our front yard^_^ which is the best bc it’s huge and it’s freeYAY! lol. Ive been looking at party favors, decorations and entertainment:)
I have to get everything settled by October, help me lord:)
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Disneyland.
There was nothing that was going to hold us back from going. Or at least at that time i thought there was nothing. Lol. The situation at hand never crossed my mind. But here we are. Postponing our Cali adventure until 2013. It’s okay tho, the reasons worth it, and when we do get to go, ita be such a blast!! Till that day comes I’ll continue to dream about Mickey, and cinderellas...
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Yeahhh. Lots of ppl at church, I’m just like wow. Lol.
News like wildfire.
So for the most part, it’s out there. Not saying that it’s a big secret, cause it’s not. It’s just that 90% of the ppl that have come up to me…i have not spoken directly to about it. So it’s just amusing to me how fast news spread. Not surprising just amusing. Lolol.
